A Poem For My Daddy
I wrote this shortly after losing my dad, to sudden illness called A.R.D.S or Acute Respiratory Distress Syndrome. After battling ards for almost a month they told us he had no activity in his brain, so my brother, step mom and I had to make what to me was one of the hardest decisions of my life to date, and that was to let him go.
This poem tells what I went through during and since that day.
I stood there crying holding your hand
This didn’t go the way I plannedI begged and I pleaded and ask you to stay
as you slowly, quietly slipped away.I stood there sobbing longing to hear,
“Hey Darlin, How are you? I’m glad your here”I’ll never hear those words again,
Or see your silly little grin.Some days I’m angry, some days I cry
Some days I sit and wonder why.You’d want me Happy, not crying or sad
I’m sorry, I can’t help it I miss you Dad.Dedicated to my Father, a good man taken way to soon.
By: A.L.E. 9/15/07


Thanks Spirit, it took a lot to write it and yet it still does not covey all the emotions I felt that day.
Yeah I wanted to make this blog look a little more me.
Oh, dearie. This is beautiful in all it’s emotion- even if the emotion is sadness. You speak very truly through your words with enough heart to wrap up any person, myself included, in your experiences. Welcome to the blogosphere- I look forward to seeing more of your writing.
Ps, I looked at your blog the other night and now tonight. I love how you changed the look. It has a very ‘look inside’ feeling.